My parents spent lakhs on my education… and I still feel like a disappointment

I don’t think Indian parents realize how heavy “we sacrificed everything for you” sounds after a certain point. My parents genuinely worked hard for me. Good school. Coaching classes. College fees. Everything. And because of that, I feel guilty almost every single day. Not because they force it constantly… but because I know how much expectation silently comes with it. Every family gathering somehow turns into career discussion. Salary discussion. “Sharma ji ke beta” discussion. And the worst part is, I’m not even doing badly in life. But I’m also not where everyone expected me to be by now. So now I constantly feel stuck between gratitude and pressure. I love my parents. But sometimes I wish I could exist around them without feeling like my achievements decide my value.